"Chen Xusheng, I... Let's break up"
"Okay."
Maybe he already knew what she was thinking, but he just didn't like her and didn't want her to get hurt.
Su Ran always felt that Chen Xusheng was different from Lu Xinran - "I think he is different from others. He is gentle and domineering, but he will be careful to treat you well."
The winter solstice is coming, but she never thought that this day would become the day she least expected to come.
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"Chen Xusheng, can we be friends?"
In the eyes of others, Lu Xinran is a good girl who is obedient and will not commit any crime.
"Lu Xinran, I think it's good for us as we are now..."
"I know, I've always known..."
"Just be yourself."
"Yeah."
But she didn't understand his low self-esteem. He didn't have a good family. His mother left him when he was 10 years old. His father found a girlfriend and got married when he was 13 years old. He will never forget his mother. Reorganizing the family was a huge blow to him.
"Chen Xusheng, you know, I have never liked someone that much, you are an exception."
"I had many fantasies about our future, but in the end they never came to fruition."
"I really want you to look back at me, even once."
"I love you so much, so much."
What she didn't know was that he had always regarded her as a light, a light that was out of reach.
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"Tell me, do you have a crush on me?" Lu Xinran was startled, not expecting him to ask this.
"Yes, so what? Do you want to be with me?" Lu Xinran said directly without any fear.
"What do you think?"
"I think you can, but it depends on whether you are willing or not. If you don't agree, what can I do?" Lu Xinran tilted his head and swung his mouth.
Lu Xinran has always been a knot in his heart, disturbing him and torturing him. In the end, he was defeated by Lu Xinran, and he fell deeper and deeper into it, unable to extricate himself.
Double C/each other's first love/big family gap/be
Chen Xusheng × Lu Xinran
Sweet and cool girl × gentle overlord
Two-way secret love be (the writing is not good at all)
Intention: Reminiscing about youth, recalling him when he was young