"I like to sit and be alone. I hate lively environments and hate that I am the only one in my life."
"I'm very conflicted and very annoying."
"I am afraid of everything and hate everything. I have low self-esteem and feel very uncomfortable."
"I'm afraid that he, like them, doesn't want me anymore. I'm scared, so scared, so scared. I don't want to go back to the past."
"..."
Ji Nanqi didn't know who she was talking to. She could only send it to herself over and over again, and delete the chat history again and again, trying to tell herself that nothing happened.
She has been deceiving herself and encouraging herself. She doesn't know if she can go out, and she doesn't know if she will be fine. She hates herself and everything now, but she can't change it. She doesn't know how to start or how to change everything.
She is ridiculous, the world is so ridiculous
"This world is beautiful, but I can't find a reason to live. Maybe I will live when I find hope."
Purpose: Caring for depressed people