If I hadn't longed for him for a long time, why would I have given up my ambition and Jun Tianya?
If I hadn't longed for you for a long time, why would I have cut off my arm to make you look back at me?
If I hadn't longed for her for a long time, why would I have traveled thousands of miles to kill your sweet lady so that you wouldn't be able to marry her?
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