I can only hold on to the memories of the past in the time without you. I'm also glad that I didn't discover it at the time, and I wasn't sad at all.
To clear things up, one is straight, the other is bi, and both have ex-boyfriends. Straight women also have boyfriends now.
Intention: The beauty of the past shines brightly, and the memories of the future soothe people's hearts.