"I love Ah Ying, but I am also obsessed with Ah Ying."
I don't know when
I became obsessed with a boy
He's next door to me
close at hand
far away
He is so mysterious, he picks my brain every time
I don't know when it started
I began to regret my initial obsession
He's right behind me
Want to eat me alive
absorb my flesh and blood
Or become my nourishment
I don't know when
I became numb to his madness
come on
dear
hold me tight
Take me down
But in a moment
I open my eyes
"I lost him again"
Intention: attachment to illusory love