I am facing the wind of late summer, while complaining about my love for you, at the same time I am afraid that you will stay away. Tears will tell you my answer, and the wind will replace me in loving you in your prime. Nine years have left too much behind, enough for me to remember for the rest of my life. Now, let me be your friend and your brother to accompany you through the rest of your days. Chen Yuxin, I like you. Although I am very ordinary (sweet), I still want to be greedy by your side, just like in the old story. ——Xu Ruoli
I'm afraid of your being far away from you, I'm afraid of your being hot and cold. It seems that I was destined to like you from the first sight. I have never been a straight man, nor do I like boys, I just like you. Your every frown and smile can touch my heart, but I am afraid of alarming you and will be separated from you from now on. Hiding my sincerity and using straight men as a protective color, I want to love you secretly and protect you silently until the sea is gone. ——Chen Yuxin
It feels like an old-fashioned but very sweet story. Xu Ruoli and Chen Yuxin are good friends. Since Xu Ruoli's parents often had to go abroad on business when he was young, they left him at the home of his family friend Chen Yuxin. At that time, the two of them were still young, so they played together.
Due to some of Xu Ruoli's reasons, Xu Ruoli felt that she was not good-looking since she was a child. Chen Yuxin even saw him as a beautiful little sister at first sight and threatened to marry him as his wife in the future. (Xu Ruoli can't remember clearly later) In the third year of junior high school, Xu Ruoli wrote a love letter to Chen Yuxin, but for some reasons, they had a misunderstanding and did not know each other's feelings.
Later, the two went to the same high school, slowly got closer, and slowly understood each other's emotions.
Intention: write about the pure land in your heart.