From secretly paying attention to him in elementary school, to secretly admiring him in junior high school, to secretly liking him in high school, Song Tian studied hard to keep up with him. "I'm not good enough to be worthy of you, who has been my monitor for 12 years." (Written since junior high school, the characters in the book all have prototypes)
Intention: Secretly liking will become the motivation to study, and work hard to chase that person