Throughout life, we often lament the depth of love and the shallowness of the relationship. However, we don't know what it feels like to have deep love. As long as we meet, it is a deep fate. When family, friendship and love develop, the fate is even more profound. Lu Ziying, as time passed by in such a hurry, unknowingly turned out to be forty years old. Thinking about these forty years, most of them were wasted in not paying attention - there is still a lot of time.
Suddenly one day I discovered that even if I could live to be eighty, I would only have less than 40 years left to live. And compared with the first half of my life, the second half of my life that I might be lucky enough to have has no passion, no interest, no youth, and only the trivial matters of life that are old-fashioned.
Looking back on the first half of my life, I was born in the countryside and grew up in the city. My parents raised me and my younger brother, Lu Zisheng, from scratch. I lost my mother at the age of 20, said goodbye to my first love at the age of 22, got married at the age of 24, and was unable to get pregnant due to illness. I was cheated on and divorced a year and a half later.
I met a man by chance at the age of 27, who accompanied me through the difficult journey of medical treatment. I got married again at the age of 28, got pregnant soon after, and gave birth to a daughter. I thought it was destined to be a perfect life, but I didn't expect that the true nature of the Phoenix man was slowly exposed. He was domestically abused and cheated on me. I was discouraged and had no sense of security, so I had to choose divorce again...
Purpose: No matter how unpredictable life is, as long as we work hard, be optimistic, and be brave, we can shine and illuminate ourselves.