"There is a beginning and an end, and we will eventually understand
"Twists and turns, twists and turns"
"I can't find my way out, I can't get the light, and I will always be trapped in this darkness."
I'm not Nezha, I can't say "I can't control my fate". All I can do is compromise and die that I can't hold on to.
The sudden emotional breakdown, countless self-mutilations, and mental depression made me unable to prevent myself. When I cried, I said to me, "You are not sick, why are you crying?"
Yes, why am I crying?
"I don't blame everyone, I only blame myself for not being able to bear it mentally. I blame myself for not being able to bear it."
"Do you think people will have a next life?"
"I hope that in my next life, I can be a bird. Even if I am hunted, I will still soar in the sky and fly between the sky and the earth."
"I really hope that I won't be there in the next life."
I had a dream, in which I lived a very happy life
Intention: Treat it as a story