How should I introduce myself as a left-behind child, living alone, or a patient with depression? I'm just an ordinary person who can be forgotten.
I thought I wouldn't love you, until that night a pair of hands stretched out from my waist, "Why do you want to die?"
"I said I wanted to disappear from this world for a while. Do you believe me?"
The young man's eyes were deep and his Adam's apple moved slightly, "I believe it."
"Thank you."
He laughed and said, "Fortunately, thank you."
I looked at him suspiciously, "Why?"
"I'm afraid you'll think I interfered with your decision."
The first time I met him, he said "live well" with a youthful and energetic voice, which caused ripples. The last time, he persuaded "live well" with an elder's mature tone, my heart dropped.
A beam of light suddenly appeared in my life. It shined on me for a long time, so long that I thought it would always shine on me. But one day it suddenly rained, and it disappeared and the rain stopped. I thought it would come out again and shine on me, but I found that it had already shined on someone else, and I had been soaked in the rain in the dark night.
Intention: Desperately escape from the influence of the original family and rush to the future