If Possible, I Wish I Could Stop Loving You

I would destroy my future for you, that's true. But if, just if, I hope I can stop falling in love with you. ＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝ I had a convulsion and then I became bloody literary -v- Intention: