I never expected you to love me. When I was in that rotten wilderness, I only hoped that you would not get tired of me. I know you are not light, you are just a phosphorescent sea, leading me in and disappearing.
If you expect me to go into danger, I will.
I am dead, the dagger is so cold in front of your eyes.
Out of the wilderness, Jiayuan was destroyed. I gave up my wealth in exchange for a miserable life. Living my life again and thinking I have your love is just wishful thinking. You are in the game, and in the end you are... The final winner! "
"In the end... Heh, that's all, I've protected you for two lifetimes. The happiest thing is the way you smile. It's my only comfort in this mess. In the next life, I will never meet you again, and I will never be happy with you again. We all live a good life and are safe and sound in that rotten wilderness, okay A-Yu"
Intention: Being in the world, receiving long-lost kindness
