In the first year of high school in 2020, Shen Nianzhi made a special trip to see the boy he grew up with - He Jigui from Class 231 of high school. The boy has always been pampered by the sun. He has a proud family background, impeccable facial features, an optimistic and positive attitude, and every move affects the girl's restless heart. Shen Nianzhi is more familiar with his shoes and back than his face. For eleven years, she has been in the dark, but he is still the light she longs for.
"Secret love is too painful. I never dared to call your name openly. I let my thoughts erode me every day and every night. Even the ants in the gutter laughed at me. Sometimes even if I catch up, I can only look at your back and watch you slowly leave, and then I stay there blankly. Of course I know that you will not stand side by side with me, but I really don't want to just stare at your back."
"Buddha of the West, believer Shen Nianzhi, I sincerely hope that you will bless him and bless him to perform exceptionally well in the college entrance examination and to go wherever he wants. Please, let him get his wish. People like him should not be buried in this small county."
"I have never been that confident and beautiful girl, but no matter what, you will always be the dazzling young man in my heart."
"The thing that impressed me the most is your back, all kinds of backs that are facing the light against the light."
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