The Real Record of the Doomsday Male Protagonist's Stalker

Han Feishen's favorite character is the male protagonist in a doomsday novel. Hessen. He Sen is strong, yet fragile. Not good at words, but sensitive in mind. No matter what hardships he went through, He Sen never compromised. He was like a light, illuminating that dark world. He Sen's existence also illuminated Han Fei's heart that was plunged into darkness. However, his love for He Sen made Han Fei deeply despair. I really want to look at him, I really want to touch him. If he died, wouldn't he have to bear this hopeless longing? I am a very popular fan of the male protagonist, but his outlook on life is extremely distorted, and he is a big pervert without any consciousness. Then, his protective methods are really scary... Gong is a really straight man, and a bit arrogant, but he is definitely a reliable and good man, kind-hearted, and a boring little angel. PS: There are many good sisters in the original text, that is, wives of all sizes~ (It is my peculiar sexual habit to resort to various means to snatch men from a group of women. If you don't like it, you can avoid it!) Purpose: Please distinguish between reality and fantasy