Hello my loyal listeners, I want to tell you a story about my teenage crush.
That was when I was in elementary school. I didn't have anyone to play with at school, and I didn't like to talk much, so my sense of presence in the class was always very low. I got sick that year and went to the hospital for a minor operation. I probably didn't go back to school for a month. After I came back, my classmates looked at me like I was a stranger. I couldn't tell if I was sad or not. In fact, I am not familiar with them, and I have not even spoken a few words to them. We have become strangers again. It seems that I am a bit gregarious, but I just feel that I have not met like-minded people and I don't want to be friends with them.
After I came back, the seat originally reserved for me in the class was gone. The teacher rearranged a seat for me. My deskmate was an unimpressive boy. I didn't even know there was such a person in our class before I asked for leave, because he is so well-behaved. He is different from me. I don't want to talk, but he is really well-behaved. He ignores me when I'm not allowed to talk, and he studies very seriously. During that time, I lived at my grandma's house, which was very close to the school, and I was also on the road with him. Later, we got to know each other and went home together. He often helped his grandma take care of his sister, and after a while his grandma and I were able to talk to each other. He spoke in Mandarin, like a wall separating me from him. He was obviously a boy, but his eyes were extraordinarily bright. His eyelashes were really long. He was even much whiter than girls of the same age. Even I, who had been born since childhood, were not fairer than him. His facial features are very beautiful, very like a doll, and he seems to cry when he is bullied. I only thought of him as a good friend at that time, but who knew that I would have a crush on him for five years. It was the most beautiful youth of mine, but he didn't know it until the end.
Concept: Unknown secret love
