Get Lost

1: Lan Wan never thought that someone would stand on the podium with her as the first in her grade in this life. Young people of fifteen or sixteen years old always have an arrogant attitude. At this time, she had already regarded Yan Ji as a strong opponent. On the podium, the two men looked at each other with a serious look and a smiling look. No one thought about giving in. When Lan Wan saw Yan Ji for the first time, he felt like a young man who paid attention to everything but didn't care about anything. This time she was wrong. The first time Lan Wan heard tidbits about the man who was tied for first place in his grade was that he broke up with his girlfriend who had been dating for less than a week. When Lan Wan heard the news, she was indifferent and continued to look at the exercise book in her hand without even raising her head. She said, "I didn't expect him to be a playboy." Then she continued to write questions. Just thinking that this opponent seemed a little too anxious to verify her opinion about his young master. 2: It was a sunny day, and although the scene was not as beautiful as the one in Jay Chou's song, it reminded Lan Wan of it inadvertently countless times. For the first time, Lan Wan and Yan Ji not only nodded slightly to say hello, but also talked openly about everything. Perhaps young people only need a small opportunity to get along with each other, such as a concise conversation, such as the petals falling on the top of the hair without paying attention, or the swing swaying slightly with the breeze in the distance. That day they all saw different versions of themselves and each other in each other's eyes. As the sun set in the west, the afterglow of the setting sun shone on the young man. After all, Lan Wan got lost in the young man's eyes with wanton freedom and a bit of smile. Since that day, Yan Ji has never left Lan Wan's heart. Lan Wan only felt that the young master was not exactly the playboy she imagined. 3: But later Lan Wan realized how completely wrong he was. He has never been a playboy, and he has never been the one who can make him turn back. His love is indeed given to others, but from the beginning to the end, the object is not himself. Lan Wan asked himself over and over again in his sleep why he could pretend to be so affectionate even though he clearly didn't love her. Why don't you hate me, but why do you want to play with yourself like this? It turns out that all the tender moments that Lan Wan remembered were just the gentlemanly behavior he could do to others at any time. Treating preference as a gift, Lan Wan only feels ridiculous. Later, Lan Wan spent day after day trying to let Yan Ji out of her heart. She hit her head so badly that blood flowed, and she roared hoarsely. Just to atone for the sins committed by the sunset that evening. Just to find the right track from that lost road. 4: At the class reunion three years later, Lan Wan walked past Yan Ji expressionlessly. It's like I can't see the loneliness on his face. Lan Wan clinked glasses with everyone, chatted and laughed, and was no longer filled with uncontrollable love for Yan Ji like before. Yan Ji's eyes never left Lan Wan, his grip on the red wine glass in his hand became tighter and tighter, and he rushed to Lan Wan with uneasiness in his eyes. "I have something to tell you." His voice was hoarse and unreasonable. "But I don't really want to hear what you have to say." Lan Wan looked indifferent. "Just think of it as me begging you, please give me a chance to explain." "Yan Ji, no one needs to mention what happened back then. Everything is a foregone conclusion. It's because you don't love me and it's because I'm not brave. No one can blame me." In Yan Ji's disbelieving eyes, Lan Wan shook off his hands that were holding her tightly and left without looking back. The night is dark, but Lan Wan will never get lost again. Remarks: 1. Be 2. The male protagonist was unaware of his feelings at first, and by the time he realized it, it was too late. 3. The heroine is clear-headed and independent, and will no longer be entangled when she is full of disappointment. 4. The male protagonist did not play tricks on the female protagonist. You will know the truth after reading the article. The beautiful heroine who is cold in front of others and warm-hearted in others vs. The genius boy who is always happy in front of others and indifferent and alienated in others The copy has been screenshot +2022.3.8 Intention: Study hard and make progress every day