The reason why I like him is probably because every time I see him, I seem to see the sea in the summer when I was seventeen years old, and smell the residual fragrant smell. His white shirt and guitar seem to remind me that my youth is still there, and I am still a person with a heartbeat and waiting for spring. Therefore, I like him, my heart is still beating, and I am still alive.
I think the biggest difference between Awen and I is this. He is like weeds growing in the wind, which cannot kill his hope at all. Nothing can trample him under his feet, while I am like duckweed in the sewage, growing chaotically and crazily. Sometimes I really hate this kind of life, hate myself, hate why I can't die, but every time I see Awen's eyes, I always worry about how he will live alone in this world.
——Xu Xuya
Intention: Why bother with missed time? What you can't let go of is that time or the people in that time.