The madman is crazy, the madman is in ruins, the life of the madman is already like this, can it still be saved? The madman doesn't want this, so he writes in a diary every day. He doesn't know whether the madman will turn into an old madman in the end, or the madman will turn into a beautiful woman. Let me try it, it's crazy anyway.
Intention: Self-rescue of a madman (attempting), striving for a better life!