"Ayan... How long..."
"It's been three months... Ayi, remember to bury me in Erhai Lake when I die... I want to see the sunset that year."
"Shen Shiqing... Ayan is gone. Take a good look to see if he has ever felt sorry for you. Why didn't he let you go and go and see?"
"I... I love him very much..."
You did love me very much... But at that time I didn't really mean it...
Intention: If I had said those words when we were at Erhai Lake that year, would you have never left?