The decadent young man is looking for light.
The best state of life for a person is to read when you should read, to play when you should play, to see outstanding people to appreciate, to see the people inside not eating, to have your own little life and little emotions, no need to think about changing the world, to work hard to live a life that focuses on yourself when no one loves you, and to have the ability to embrace each other when someone loves you.
"I'm not a very good person, so I have to be brave and accept bad fate and change it."
Intention: Seeking light
