In this era of cholera, Wan Taorao can't even decide her own destiny. It's like a person in a cocoon, everything is sealed. She doesn't know what fate is. She only knew his Lu Jinyan, that wanton and arrogant young man, and that smile that belonged to her was gone. The price she paid was too great. She loved him, loved that young man's freedom, fanaticism, and wantonness. But if time could go back, Wan Taorao wished it would have been better if they had never met...
Intention: sadomasochism