Chao Ying is a patient with sensory impairment. She lives her life on her fingers every day but still has to pretend to be strong. She can't survive this bastard life for a day.
At the same time, she is very conflicted. Her life was taken back from the hands of death by her parents, and she must cherish it.
"When will these miserable days end?"
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If he hadn't seen Chao Ying cutting her skin inch by inch in front of the tombstone, it would have been difficult for Xu Muyan to connect the frightening girl in front of him with the person who usually released warmth to everyone.
What to do? How should he save her?
How about forwarding the world's wonderful poisonous chicken soup to her every day?
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Later, when Xu Muyan took Chao Ying to see her deceased father, Chao Ying asked curiously: "Tell me the truth, why did you send me those weird things every day? Why do dogs hold Frisbees in their mouths? Why do people eat three meals a day instead of four? Why can small advertisements be posted on telephone poles?"
Xu Muyan pouted and said, "Aren't these things that people can only see when they are alive?"
Chao Ying: "..."
Reading Tip: A Redemption and Healing Essay
Emotions that flow slowly
Intention: Loving and being loved are both important