My dear Ms. Chen:
Seeing words is like meeting.
I remember the evergreen tree you told me. At that time, you said: "You will be my evergreen tree from now on, and you can only have a long-lasting love for me." But maybe you didn't realize it yourself? You are such a warm and sunny existence. Every time I think that you belong to me, I am in danger of acquiring a rare treasure.
When a beam of blazing light passes through my chest, I look up and see you sitting on the ground under the sycamore tree. You are the light that runs through my life.
A dazzling existence like yours was born to be as free as the wind. This is the first time I have taken such courage and selfishly pulled you into my abyss. You said to me: "Don't run away, I am yours, I will always belong to you only." You gave me the confidence again and again, and Zhizhi tirelessly told me that you really love me. The result is that I can't live without you. I think that this time in my life, I will be selfish. I only want you.
I had made countless psychological preparations with myself, but I didn't expect the reality to hit me so quickly, I was at a loss. I once had the idea of painting your appearance to my bones. But later I realized that I couldn't let it go.
How could I give it up?
I once said that I was indifferent to death, but at that time you looked firmly into my eyes and said: "True indifference can only be born in loneliness, but with me, you will never be lonely." At that moment I finally understood that sentence - wherever my eyes go, my heart goes.
The world is so noisy, let me help you block Youyou's mouth. I think you probably won't forgive me this time...
Sorry, my Ah Hua. What I want to see with you is not just the flowers in front of you. But I am a selfish coward, I have countless shackles on my body, and I want to be selfish towards you. Just a few days ago, you coaxed me into making a promise to you. You said: "The wind is very strong this year, my evergreen tree, don't leave me behind."
I broke my promise and poisoned your evergreen tree with my own hands.
Purpose: Keep in mind the person who loves you the most...