We had known each other for four years, and finally after drinking again, she confessed her love to me, but I personally pushed away the person I loved.
Two girls with family problems came together because of fate. Finally on Valentine's Day, she confessed her love to me again and we were finally together.
Every day with the one you love is more precious than diamonds. We watch movies together, watch the waves hitting the rocks together, listen to the cries of seagulls together, watch the sun climb up from the mountains little by little, eat Japanese food together, drink at the bar together, go to live + house to see your favorite band, go to the library to study together, eat hot pot together, watch art exhibitions together... I make cookies for her and play the guitar. She bought me flowers and made me lunch boxes.
The time I spent with her was the happiest time of my life. It was a time when I no longer had to rely on drugs to control myself. She was my antidote. But she abandoned me, and I became an unwanted stray dog again.
I don't blame her, she should find someone better. I blame me for not being beautiful enough or gentle enough for not being able to keep her. After that, my condition got worse and I wandered into a world of self-harm and drinking every day.
I was unwilling to do this. With the guidance of the doctor, I worked hard to get out of the haze, and my life gradually got back on track.
A year later, we met again and heard that she had passed the postgraduate entrance examination and was now a graduate student at Tsinghua Shenzhen Research Institute. We drank again at the same bar where we first met, but she would never look at me like a puppy again. I am the puppy, I am the stray dog without a home.
It's a bit of a he, and the plot will be modified in subsequent descriptions.
Intention: The worst ending is to see her happy and then part ways.