Has everyone ever fallen in love with a maverick boy?
①
"Hey!" "If you keep joking around, I'll beat you up!" After a while of joking, my eyes unconsciously looked at Qin Fan, who had been unresponsive, and I couldn't help but feel a little unhappy inside. I didn't understand what was going on. Could I like him? Maybe. Just...
②
I watched Qin Fan follow Wei Qi's footsteps, as if he was showing hospitality. I understand that they are very good friends, but I feel uncomfortable inside.
I stared blankly in the direction they were leaving, and suddenly said: "I'm going to buy a cup of fruit tea." "Didn't you just stop drinking? What, are you jealous?!" Yang Ye was joking, and He Che, who was next to him, frowned and pulled Yang Ye back, saying, "Stop talking." I didn't look back or answer Yang Ye's question. I walked the opposite way, and I was cold.
③
I looked at him, leaving Class 5, as if leaving my world. Never been there, never been nostalgic, never cared. Yes, people have their own ideas, so why should they give me an answer? He is not mine, he is just an ordinary person who has illuminated me and others during my adolescence.
I'm just, I'm just not willing to accept it, I'm not willing to accept it, I'm not willing to accept it. He is the only boy I have liked growing up.
Qin Fan, I fell in love with you when I was 13 years old, and I decided not to like you anymore when I was 13 years old.
I hope that in the future you can remember me as your friend, that's enough.
Intention: Nostalgic for the first love that has not yet begun