Time of Betrayal

[This is an article about an atypical extramarital affair. The two protagonists have been very kind and honest people in their past lives. The heroine is gentle, hard-working and strong, and the male protagonist is young and sincere. Both of them have a gentle feeling of loneliness. The entire novel is written in one chapter each from the first point of view of the man and woman, spanning a period of meeting, fate and separation, and emotional struggle that have always been cast in the shadow of the secular world. The heroine's perspective begins when she was young, and the male protagonist's perspective begins when he falls in love with the heroine. The two perspectives are intertwined with each other, and ultimately the emotional journey of the collision is restored in a unified way. In addition to describing an extramarital love that is like first love (or the true enlightenment love in life), it also describes the struggles of ordinary life in the world, and the various choices faced at the crossroads of life. [Irregular updates, but try to update more than 4 chapters a week, be careful! ! ! The piece of copywriting that best represents the male protagonist: I received a call from her at three o'clock in the morning on the 21st. She told me that she still had to leave. I was anxious and lit a cigarette without smoking. I calmed down and thought about what qualifications I had for her to stay. In fact, I never had any, so I put out the cigarette. The day she left, I officially quit smoking after ten years. It was strange that for so many years everyone had told me to quit smoking, but I had failed. As soon as she left, I never wanted to smoke again. After she left, we never saw each other again. The moment the door closed, my back suddenly lost strength. I slumped and leaned against the door, facing the bed. This bed was very similar to the bed in "Smoke". I suddenly remembered that when we first met and filmed together, she was laughing and joking every day, and I was right next to her. But she also had quiet moments. She changed beds one after another in her life, and time passed by, but she never waited for anyone to think about it. At this moment, I miss all the ways she was quiet, such as the way she was lying next to me. The day he met Bai Li for the first time, he took the first cigarette in his life from the kind-hearted staff member, just after he impersonated her future. When he gave up his life for Bai Li, he smoked the last cigarette in his life. He had no emotions and no nostalgia. Because Bai Li has taken away the most real and vivid version of him, the one who is rich is not the future or the wealth, but the one who is rich in flesh and blood; the one who is the last remaining one after peeling off the layers of life. After smoking the last cigarette, he remembered who had met him first, and whether this matter was really so important to him. Bai Rongyan, will this be our final outcome? When I closed that door, in my eyes, there was still only your face that I could never forget. The piece of copywriting that best represents the heroine: Because time has been fixed there and can no longer be changed. Many things have changed just because they have changed. I can never treat them as if they never happened. If I wasn't with you, I would be nothing more than a puppet with strings pierced through. This love is so complicated that I feel tired easily, but every time I think of his appearance, I fall into an unbreakable cycle again. Now that I think about many things, I still feel as if I have lived a lifetime ago. The one that hurts me the most - the one that still hurts in my heart even today, was what I said to him that day in the amusement park. "Sheng Canghai, I am very happy that I can have a chance to be honest with you once in this life." From now on, everyone can love you, and you can respond despite the distance between us that I cherish so much. And I can no longer. Only then did I realize that Tong Shan and I have always been incomparable. It turns out that I am so pitiful that no matter what I do, even if it is reduced to my only wish, I will never be able to achieve it. He didn't know. He tried his best not to sob, and he didn't even lean on his body. Only the moment when his head was in my arms, I could never fall in love with anyone again. What I want to say about this article: We should all understand that the disastrous consequences of not abiding by moral norms, public order and good customs, and the profound negative impact on the people around us are unavoidable in group life. The unethical behavior itself will also be greatly harmed, and even pay a heavy price, making the originally worthwhile thing unworthy. (Especially since the two protagonists are public figures in our secular eyes.) Marriage evolved in the process of human development and evolution. It is a contractual relationship of mutual equality, representing responsibility and support. It can arise from love, but it does not necessarily have to serve love, or become the ultimate object of love. What we should not support is a marriage that is made based on the "social clock" or even a "make-do". On the day when true love comes, such a marriage is not fair to everyone. We should also pay attention to the impact of an unfortunate marriage on children, and the fact that children need a complete family. In fact, they need a normal, harmonious, happy, responsible and gentle growth environment. We should pay attention to the completely related connection between marriage and the first-born environment of offspring. For the sake of children and ourselves, carefully choose your partner and pay attention to the emotional state of your partner before marriage. Instead of hastily entering a new period when you are old, for the sake of childbearing, or because of the advice of people around you, you need to bear the greatest responsibility as an adult. Because the occurrence and withdrawal of many emotions cannot be controlled by humans. Emotions should be precious treasures, not weapons to harm others. Our moral sense as a human being should be a rational quality tool that prevents us from harming others or causing greater harm to the original harm. It should encourage us to make the path clearer, rather than becoming a heavy and painful yoke in life. Especially when true feelings come, or even after finding a soul mate who can tolerate and understand each other without having to live together in life, moral sense should become a tool for us to better deal with these interpersonal relationships, use it to learn to give up, miss and appreciate more deeply, or bravely make changes with our hearts, so as to cherish the limited time in life. No matter which choice is made, it should not be strongly condemned in nature. These are choices made by individuals under certain circumstances. They may be made after very rational and careful consideration, or it may be that emotion is greater than reason at the moment. Existence is reasonable, as long as the individual thinks it is worth it. Personally, I am absolutely strongly opposed to cheating or self-indulgent behavior that is irresponsible, hurts others wantonly, tramples on other people's feelings, and only enjoys temporary pleasure for myself. But at the same time, I don't think that someone like the article is "unethical" on the surface, but in essence is clean and clear, achieves mutual understanding, and has to restrain his own emotions in order to maintain the stability of life and conscience values. It must be given up at the first time, and can only become a thought that can be thought of in life. I believe that no matter what form of emotion it is, as long as it has real and substantial help for human beings to repair themselves, obtain joy and happiness, and explore the future, it itself is a precious existence with precious value. In fact, I like these two real and vivid protagonists very much, so I will use some karma to find an ending in the extra chapter that can balance them and balance everyone caught in such essentially similar emotions, so I think the style is still considered "easy" (HE). I beg you all readers to collect it~boots~ Intent: Pure romantic love that is attracted by nature and sprouts within the constraints of public order and good customs and a sense of proportion is another kind of fate in the world.