She was originally well-behaved and sensible, but she couldn't hide her rebellious nature;
She was originally carefree, but she couldn't escape the joys and sorrows of love.
He was originally full of sunshine, but he was pointed by fate, and his life was filled with sorrow;
He was originally a handsome young man, but he was forced by love and became embarrassed in love.
She began to miss him and regret her ignorance and ruthlessness.
He began to run away from her, forgetting his deep feelings.
She is no longer carefree, and after all she cannot escape this mortal world.
He is no longer a handsome young man, and he cannot escape this fate.
Now that I'm in love, why bother to be a deserter? I am no longer ignorant. I don't want to be a purdah lady, I want to be a heroic knight. It's mine, I must take it back.
Since you can't forget it, why bother being a deserter. No matter how bitter the days are, I can endure no matter how cold-hearted you are. No matter how ruthless, indifferent or ignorant you are, I will still get the feelings I deserve.