Fantasy of Youth

He turned sideways and hugged me tightly, and the familiar scent of perfume was still as unique after so many years. "I know, I know. You're right. It's none of your business. If you don't want to post it, don't post it. All the public opinion will pass away." His voice was low and steady, and it was indeed him. This voice and the scent of his usual perfume could not be anyone else but him. "What are you doing?" The girl's panicked voice was full of disappointment. Jiang Wenxuan's body trembled suddenly, and the hand holding me slowly loosened. I still leaned in his arms, light tears running down my face. The girl looked at us with tears streaming down her face and shook her head, as if she didn't believe the scene in front of her. "I hate you." She wiped her tears and ran away in disappointment. Jiang Wenxuan gave me a painful look and wanted to get up and chase me out. My head started to heat up, I stretched out my arms to hug him, and said softly, "Don't leave." He froze, clenching his fists with both hands, and after a while he pushed me away angrily, "That's enough for you. Do you know what you are doing? Can you tell whether it's acting or reality?" There were still tears on my face, but I smiled, "It doesn't matter if you can't tell the difference, it's almost done anyway." "What's so fast?" He frowned and looked at me in confusion. I shook my head gently, "It's nothing. Go and chase her. Don't let others misunderstand you." Seeing my vague answer, he grabbed my wrist angrily, "You still know that there will be misunderstandings. Tell me, why are you doing this? Are you the same..." "No!" I interrupted him sternly, "I'm just telling you again, what should you do, who should you care about, you know it's troublesome when I do it, but what about what you did, how much trouble it caused me? You think I can't tell what is acting and what is reality, but what about you, can you tell the difference? You can't hold one in your arms and think about the other. " "I don't know what your purpose is in participating in this show, but you don't have to show off your affection to Xiao Yi while being unforgettable to me at the same time. This is really too childish." At this time, he was like a child who had his mask taken off when he was making trouble, angry and embarrassed. He could hide under the mask and pretend not to care, but he could not face the truest humbleness in his heart. He just couldn't forget it. "Yes, I'm just childish. I just want you to see me love others and see me treat others well. These are originally yours, but you don't want them." His words turned away from his usual sarcastic tone and became intense and biting. I opened my mouth but was speechless. I didn't expect those hurts to turn into obsessions. I owe him an apology after all. I'm sorry for giving you a ridiculous beginning and an inexplicable ending. Looking back on the past, I really didn't do anything for him. In the end, he still left with hatred. Looking at his back, two villains emerged in my heart. One said to keep him, apologize to him, and let him get rid of the obsession of hurting. The other said, "If you are hurt, you are hurt. How can you let go with just saying sorry?" Purpose: Youth is gone, please cherish every inch of time