Evening breeze in Changting Pavilion, I am twenty years old. Since the age of thirteen, she has experienced three emotional ups and downs, including a crush and two loves. But I still think that none of the three times was a beautiful first love, so I have been waiting for the right person. Every time I look back on the past seven years, I always lament that time has passed and things have changed, so this article is dedicated to a part of my lost youth.