Bewen
"Every year in the world, who dares to say that it is like smoke." - Under the sea
We spend our entire lives looking for tenderness, but if we fail, please look back. Behind you is the warmest place in the world.
On an autumn afternoon, Chen Qinnian found her ex-boyfriend's diary at her fiancé's house. The first page was densely filled with her name, and every subsequent page was about her.
Chen Qinnian sat in silence that afternoon. It was not until the door was opened and his fiancé's 5-year-old brother came in that Chen Qinnian realized that he had already burst into tears.
"Why are you crying, sister? Is your brother bullying you?"
She looked at her innocent brother, as if Chen Qinnian only needed to say "no" and he could fight for her.
"No." Chen Qinnian touched his face randomly a few times, "I just thought of a very important person."
"Then why doesn't sister go find him?"
"Sister, I think so, but..."
It was too late, he had died in the sea long ago.
"Shen Chaoshan, you can't see the four seasons under the sea, can you come back?" Chen Qinnian shouted countless times, hoping that one day he could answer her.
2011.6.5
There are still two days left before the college entrance examination today, and I have returned to Jiang City. I wonder if I can be admitted to the same university as you. If I am admitted, I think I will have more confidence to say, Qin Nian, you may not know that I have liked you since junior high school, but if not, then let it remain a secret. I don't want you to feel any burden.
On June 6, 2011, I may not be able to come back alive.
Shen Chaoshan, you are obviously so close to our future, I can't wait for you anymore.
"Qinnian, what are you doing?"
I'm waiting for the flowers to bloom, and I'm waiting for him to come.
Purpose: Cherish those precious moments.