When Nan Jiayan reaches middle age, she encounters dual crises of career and marriage. Her elders have given her abundant love since she was a child, making her believe that the world is beautiful and human nature is kind. She grew up slowly in love. She was gentle, uncontested, and always looked at everything around her with a smile. At this time, she grew into what her elders most wanted to see. As Nan Jiayan grew older, after the old people who loved her passed away one by one, she entered a marriage that her family was not optimistic about. After giving birth to a child, she changed her job for the sake of her family and children, and finally gave up her position as director. Life goes on, and slowly she discovers that many people and things are not as she imagined. She sees the other side of human nature, and the beautiful world in her heart slowly collapses in reality. At the age of forty-four, problems finally arose in her unfavorable marriage. Her husband broke her bottom line of tolerance. However, she made a painful choice for her son who was facing the college entrance examination. Looking back on the past, Nan Jiayan kept reflecting on her desire to break through herself, and how she would eventually get out of this incomplete world and go to the sea of stars where she wanted to go. . . . .
Intention: understanding of human nature, family and career, failure of marriage, choices made over and over in life, how women should find themselves and find their own happiness.