As the name suggests, the book records my eight years of youth here.
I don't know what defines the end of youth, nor what marks the beginning of youth, so please forgive me for calling these eight years in the book youth.
These are my real eight years. Maybe I am lucky enough to be seen by one of you. If you also see the shadow of someone in it, it will be a blessing beyond my record.
In the past eight years, I met him and became a very good friend. In the fourth year, we became boyfriend and girlfriend, but today, eight years later, we are strangers again.
In these eight years, I met many people, made many friends, had true feelings and betrayals, but in the end there was still no one around me.
There were many nights of crying alone, and many wishes that my parents would stop fighting, even though it never came true in eight years.
But I think I have reconciled with myself. I no longer hide that I was a patient with depression, and I no longer run away from the darkness in my childhood. I understand that the world is not black and white, so I want to preserve these memories.
Purpose: Record youth