Secret Feelings

Song Suci had the habit of retching recently, so his brother (Song Musheng) asked him to go to the hospital. It seems that Song Suci really has it, and it has been two months. Song Suci was very happy and went to see Gu Anxi with the inspection report. "Anxi, I went to the hospital for a checkup and found that I..." Song Suci pushed open the door of the rental house. Gu Anxi was sitting on the sofa, and the light shone on him, which was particularly dazzling. But there was a ragged woman lying on his lap, still wearing his shirt. "Gu Anxi, what do you mean? Who is she?" The woman sat up and got into Gu Anxi's room. In his arms, "Honey, who is he?" Gu Anxi asked the woman to go to the master bedroom and wait for him. "Baby, you go to the bedroom and I will come find you later." Gu Anxi walked up to Song Suci. He blamed himself a little, but there was only this way to go. I'm sorry, Suci, let's just finish it." Song Suci's eyes turned red and she cried slightly, "Why? Didn't you say you would love me forever? Didn't you say you didn't care?" Gu Anxi looked at the person in front of him crying. Hua La also felt very sad, but he still said, "It's impossible for us, and you can't... Can't have a baby." Song Suci hugged Gu Anxi's waist, "I can, I really can. I'll go to the hospital..." Song Suci didn't finish her words but was pushed away by Gu Anxi. "Stop wishful thinking. You're a man and you can't do it. Isn't it disgusting?" Song Suci's pupils trembled. He couldn't believe that the boyfriend he had loved for three years would say such a thing. Song Suci said, "Is it interesting?" Gu Anxi was silent. Song Suci said again, "Are you so funny? Are you kidding me?" Gu Anxi was silent again. Song Suci raised her hand and hit Gu Anxi hard on the face, leaving a red slap mark. Maybe it was because there was too much noise outside. The woman ran out and took a look and found that her lover had been slapped. The woman was very angry and wanted to fight back but was stopped by Gu Anxi. The woman said, "You are sick, why did you hit me?" Song Suci did not look at her. The woman became even more angry and yelled at him, "Who do you think you are! You must be sick." As soon as the woman closed the door, Song Suci felt her heart was pinched in half by the door, and it hurt so much. Song Suci bought a lot of wine and drank it in a dark corner. When he drank the third bottle of wine, the bottle was snatched away by a man. The man yelled at him, "Are you crazy?!" Song Suci was confused and couldn't see who it was, "Could it be you? My Ah Xi..." I don't know whether it was because he drank too much or because alcohol had an impact on the fetus in his belly. Song Suci fell to the ground. "Song Suci! Damn it, I don't want to die." Intention: Only by cherishing fate can we continue it. Nothing can be taken for granted.