When You Qingwen was twelve years old, one day was particularly special. The sky was covered with dark clouds that seemed like they would never dissipate in this life. She saw her mother standing on the low wall on the roof of the building. There was a shocking wound on her wrist that was still dripping with blood, but there was no expression on her face. When her mother saw her coming, she said to her: "I want to be liberated." After that, she jumped down. The rain was also pouring down, and she remembered that she was calling her mother like crazy, but fortunately her mother did not leave, but she could never come back. After her mother woke up, she cried and made trouble, and even stabbed a nurse with a knife, and she was locked up in a mental hospital ever since.
My father divorced my mother on the day she jumped from the building, and within two years he married another aunt.
You Qingwen inherited her mother's depression when she was young, but after experiencing that gloomy day, her depression not only worsened, but she also developed schizophrenia, and her world became gloomy from then on.
Whenever it rained, she would sit in the same spot where her mother jumped off the building, and also live on the roof of the building. She felt that her gentle mother would come back to find her.
In reality, she rarely communicates with others, and no one really understands her, except for her other personality, so she refuses treatment. She always says to that personality: "No one will accompany me except you."
But one day when she was sitting on the low wall thinking about the past as usual, a young man broke into her thoughts. The young man was Chen Xuan.
Just like he broke in when she was sitting on the low wall that day, Chen Xuan also broke in without any warning the following days.
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Chen Xuanhui encouraged You Qingwen to take active treatment, which helped her learn to be strong and help her get out of the gloomy world.
You Yanan no longer has to look at the moon alone because Chen Xuan is beside her. Before, she felt that "the stars are keeping each other company, but the moon is alone." She was that moon, but Chen Xuan told her, "There is always a star beside the moon to accompany it. Sorry, I'm late."
Intention: If you are strong enough to fight, who will help you if you hide there and feel depressed?
