It turns out that going around in circles was just wishful thinking on my part. You wouldn't choose me even if you took one step back, but you wouldn't choose me even if you took ten thousand steps back...
To me, you are just an image from our youth. If we look at it for a long time, it will enlarge unknowingly and eventually become a phantom...
There is no need to thank or feel guilty, these are just things I do willingly, not for you, but for myself...