Love in the Third Life

It took three lifetimes just to find one person. Finally this time, we are not far apart. But, what a pity, I don't have a good impression of you. My soul is bound, my life is flowing so fast. I can even see that my soul is reaching its end. My troubles, my melancholy. Do I exist just for a woman I don't love? God has already let me lose two opportunities. This time, I really can't let it go. Am I in love with her? I have no idea. However, everything seemed too late. Time always passes so ruthlessly... Someone clearly told me that we are destined and we are always connected. But the reality is always unsatisfactory. I've been looking for you... Did you know? It's really for you... Be willful once, be selfish once, I will definitely tell you this time...