I don't know how to tell you what happened over so many years. I've only been able to love you for so many years. I don't want to tell you. Don't ask. I won't let you know, so you can just be loved.
I don't know what to say to you. What does long time mean to you? I asked, but you didn't tell me, and you didn't let me know. I won't know anything about you until the end.
My sinful karma binds my feet, I have toiled for thousands of miles, and I have suffered the consequences of love and hate.
Determination: I have been bound by sinful karma, and have practiced asceticism for thousands of miles. I have experienced the cause and effect of love and hate.
