You were once a beam of light in my darkness, illuminating my long road ahead, so I desperately began to pursue the shadow of light.
Later, you became my deepest purgatory, with no escape and no way out.
I have been struggling with love and hate all my life. If it cannot be fulfilled in the end, I will be willing to destroy myself.
I would rather be a cinnabar mole on your chest, just to make you remember me in all your lifetimes.
Intention: I would rather be a cinnabar mole on your chest, just so that you can remember me in all your lifetimes.