I don't know how this could happen,
The last line of defense in my heart,
self-esteem,
washed away.
I'm still that caterpillar,
I want to pursue beauty,
I don't want to be like this forever,
painful transformation,
I know,
My sister's excellence,
It is the biggest obstacle in my heart,
I want victory,
Desire drives me,
my stamens,
It's open...