This article truly records the work experience of a girl born in the 1980s within five years after graduation. Although it is not black humor, it objectively reflects the real workplace career, job search process and life status of the post-80s generation. Not decadent, but quite confused. Standing far away from my dream, I can only continue to struggle, from one place to another! In more than a dozen chapters, it includes the working history of advertising companies, film and television companies, magazines, music companies, and cultural companies. The reasons for resignation will only be understood by you after reading it.