When Jiang Yan met Qin Shu for the first time, her only impression of him was that he didn't like to talk or laugh, but Jiang Yan liked him. This was her secret. When Jiang Yan mustered up the courage to confess her love for the first time, she was cruelly told that Qin Shu had a girlfriend.
It seemed like this was the first time she saw Qin Shu smile like this, just because his girlfriend praised his nice shirt.
For the first time, unkind thoughts appeared in Jiang Yan's mind. She hoped that he was just playing around and hoped that he would break up. Just like the vicious female partner in the novel, her thoughts continued until she went to the same university as Qin Shu and attended his wedding. Sitting in the guest seat, she once thought about whether Qin Shu had liked her in high school, even if he just liked her.
Intention: be secretly in love