He saved him, he took himself away to cultivate immortality, and he and he had an affair without knowing it. One of them didn't dare to admit it, and the other wanted to hide himself, but he broke the precept with him. After breaking the precept, he didn't dare to admit it, so he started to do something to him and married someone else. He killed his adoptive parents, humiliated him, and left him scarred. In the end, he couldn't hold on and blew himself up, but he didn't expect to be saved by him. He hung his life. He searched for a way to escape countless times, and finally got rid of it. Will he regret it?
Excerpt:
Zhao Xunqing sat under the pear tree, with the warm wind blowing his fox fur. His body was now wearing a fox fur even in the warm wind. Zangjun came to visit him again. Every time, he felt this self-blame in his heart. Zhao Xunqing glanced at Zangjun and said, you are here.
Zangjun felt something was wrong with him today. He was panicking, he was scared, he felt like the person in front of him was like a small boat in the tsunami, and would disappear at any time... He didn't know why this happened, but he could clearly feel that this person was going to leave him behind...
Zang Jun didn't want to think about it and didn't dare to think about it. He restrained his urge to hug him.
Zhao Xunqing whispered, "Have you ever loved me?"
Zangjun was stunned, he was silent, he didn't know how to answer him, he loved him, loved him to the core, loved him so much that he was willing to sacrifice everything, but the things he did made it impossible for him to open his mouth and say "I love you"... He was even more afraid that he would dislike his dirty love.
But Zhao Xunqing didn't wait for his answer. He just smiled with relief and said softly, "I understand..."
Intention: write down the original dream