Dream of Loneliness

Zi Hai grew up alone and never had contact with women. When he had some success in starting a business, he met Xiang Nuan and fell in love with Qiao Ni. Zihai's business was brilliant, and many people came to make friends in name. A high-level scammer infiltrated the business, and after telling Zihai the truth about Qiaoni, he broke up with Qiaoni and gave millions to live in peace. Deyuan and Xiang Nuan fall in love. But the human nature of life is not just imagination. A senior liar helped him and successfully made a brother with him, becoming his father and godmother, and their relationship was deep. He pretended to say how much property was mortgaged in the coal business, defrauded Zihai to invest, and entered into several major projects. There was a group of people fawning over Zihai all day long. He successfully defrauded some of the money to invest in projects, and planned to invest in large projects in Xinjiang. Zihai went to Xinjiang to invest and make a lot of money, and came back to marry Xiang Nuan. I went to Xinjiang alone to control the situation. I failed and went bankrupt, with a debt of more than two million yuan. I became a walking zombie, begging for a living, and scolding my friends and relatives on the phone. After returning home, his cousin used various means to destroy Zihai's reputation, deceived his mother into taking the household registration book, and took away the goods and assets. Zihai was so distraught that he decided to leave the family and never contact his family. When leaving, I wrote a farewell letter and sent it to Xiang Nuan, then threw the phone into the river. Xiang Nuan was several months pregnant and didn't want to tell him. When she saw the news, she was too busy to contact her and searched all over China. Zihai worked alone in four cities to earn money and pay off debts. In one year, he didn't earn a penny, which led to his low life and fell into the society. Thinking back to the past, until the time when I was studying, I recalled that I used to copy good words and inspirational quotes. When I thought of my dream of becoming a writer, I had good inspirational poems to inspire my heart. From then on, he worked during the day and studied books at night for four years. He also spent time writing to become famous and earn money to pay off his debts. This endeavor is a five-year writing career, developed through the global pandemic. His works appeared in the elegant halls and he became a well-known writer. Looking back on these ten years of being alone, it makes me miserable. My soul found that I had been indifferent to my parents for the past ten years. It was definitely not something a human being could do, let alone a writer. So he returned to his village and found that his house was in ruins and his parents could not be found. When he finally learned that his mother had passed away, he was heartbroken. From then on, he was sad and lonely, walking throughout his own living environment. In his memories, he violated his filial piety as a writer and believed that he was guilty. When walking towards the sea, a woman called his name. He turned around and saw a woman looking at him with her child. It turned out to be Xiang Nuan ten years ago. Stopping his whereabouts, he found out during the conversation that he had a son who had never married just to see him. He was moved and hugged the mother and son in pain. The three of them lived together for several months. He felt ashamed and regretful towards his parents. From then on, he became ill and fell into despair. From a conscience point of view, he still chose to abandon his mother and son, and fell to his death. Intention: Frustration is grinding, success is inspiring.