I know that loneliness is indispensable, but I don't know that loneliness has been with me since childhood until the end.
My name is like my whole life, I have been doing whatever I want. When I was young, my parents gave me to relatives to raise, and I was moved around like a commodity. The days of living under the care of others made me sensitive and inferior. I can't say that I have a pleaser personality, but it's almost the same.
I remember it relatively late, when I was about seven or eight years old, I was fostered at a relative's house. There was an older brother and an older sister at home. That summer, I remember clearly that I was a glutton when I was young, but my older brother, who was still in adolescence, took a bag of candies and tempted me to take off my clothes. Because of my greed, I listened to my brother's words.
Unexpectedly, from then on, he was out of control. I drew dirty pictures in my homework and said dirty words when the elders were not around. Although I was still young at the time, I was literate and I deeply hated this person from the bottom of my heart. For this reason, I fought...
Intention: Protect yourself and don't lose your ability to love and be loved