One day in winter, I was leaning on the bed with my computer in my arms and browsing the Internet as usual. Suddenly, I felt a strange feeling in my heart, as if several distant and blurry images flashed in my mind.
I didn't think much about it at the time, thinking it was another sense of immediacy brought about by a scene that seemed to have been experienced in a dream. But now that I think about it, my disappeared memory should have been gathered from the crushed dust into pieces bit by bit from that time, and then guided me step by step to piece together a complete picture.
I don't know which word or sentence caused the dust at that time, and I don't know if it was God's arrangement or a man-made bug. I only know that my life, which seemed to be on the right track, deviated bit by bit, but unexpectedly went on another track - maybe this is the right track that should belong to me.
I have doubted, been confused, struggled, and the more I thought about it, the more confused I became. I simply stopped thinking too much, stopped worrying about truth and falsehood, fiction and reality, and concentrated on living my current life.
Purpose: Find yourself