I thought that in my life journey, I would never encounter emotional misunderstandings and live a calm life. However, with the increase of text exchanges, my mood began to fluctuate. I would be happy to receive text messages of greetings. The Internet is illusory. I can hide my face, but I can't hide my mood. I gradually started to feel uneasy and strange that I became like a little girl. I sighed when I was alone. Is this still the me who smiled at the Internet before?
I knew I would never meet my friend, no matter how talkative. But my spiritual world can no longer maintain its original tranquility. I know that I have been bewitched by the words, and it is time for me to exit from the page that makes me unbalanced. I deleted my friend's number and deleted the texts that once made my heart move. I knew that everything should be over.
I have reopened a blog and will not add anyone as a friend. People of the opposite sex can only be ordinary friends for a long time. Once that limit is exceeded, it will be very difficult to go back! But I did it, and I could still soberly exit this unrequited love that was almost a literal love affair. Should I smile and sigh because I have withstood an emotional disaster deliberately arranged by God?