"My" first love memoir, "I" fell in love with a freedom-loving man, who had the purest soul in the world. I tried my best to break into his life and occupied a very important position. We became inseparable people, but love is different from other relationships after all. No matter how hard I tried, it stopped with the second man, and he later met his self. After that, a series of things happened. My feelings for him finally became family affection, and we had the most solid relationship in the world.
Because I think he "doesn't deserve" to have his name in my love memoir, I didn't write his name in the whole text, and he doesn't deserve a name, so "I" don't deserve it even more, so the protagonist's name appears in the extra chapter. This is "I"'s memoir to commemorate my love.
Concept: The change of "my" feelings includes the initial falling in love, being deeply trapped, unable to extricate myself, and then gradually choosing to be fulfilled, and finally developing into a story of family love.