What Was I Thinking When I Traveled to the Comic Book World?

I don't want to stay in such a dangerous world anymore! ... Just jump into the sea. —— Demining: Don't look, run away, they are all mines. First of all, the writing style is very long-winded and can only be regarded as an essay. I thought I should at least write something. First person is used for a sense of immersion. The protagonist's three views do not represent the author's three views. I just want to write about a heroine with such a subtle personality. The author knows very well that the heroine is, in a sense, as real as a scumbag (...) After I finished writing, I hesitated whether to post it or not. After all, the writing was really boring, and the character of the protagonist is really unlikable. He is still in the first person. If someone substitutes the characters of the novel for the author and starts criticizing in the comments, I might cry when I see it (...) But as a personal habit, I feel uncomfortable if I don't post something after writing it (.) For example, I would rather set [visible only to myself] than insist on posting a certain comment... It would be great if Jinjiang could also set [this work is visible only to the author] x Also, it's not like ordinary people (?). It's impossible for me in this life not to cheat on the protagonist in my novel x Intention: Never give up your life easily.