The Cannon Fodder in the Article Doesn't Want to Work Hard Anymore

My name is Lian Xiao, and I am a cold-blooded killer. I am the cannon fodder in an NPC novel. Of course I didn't know this from the beginning. But after I once again blocked the sword for the one I loved and fell into coma. A book suddenly came to my mind. It tells the story of my lover and the outstanding and unparalleled defenders, who chase me and escape, love each other, fall in love and kill each other. This might be a good story if I wasn't one of them and didn't end up dead with no body intact. It really makes those who hear it sad and those who listen to it cry. Intention: Go your own way and be at ease