A leukemia patient, a heart-wrenching love, and an unbearable life experience. There was love, hate, and affection, but everything was lost. Suddenly everything became clear, but only after the divorce, after losing everything. The past love, past feelings, everything suddenly appeared in front of me. The vows made back then were ruthlessly thrown into the air like a piece of waste paper, and the selfless contributions of the past were trickling away like a river flowing eastward. Nothing was left, and I felt lonely and helpless facing the empty walls. Life abandoned me, and I decided to watch life from the sidelines.